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Friday, October 23, 2009

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 13:43:34 GMT

i've been worn away by birthday memories and galleries of pictures in my head of you when I'm away...
i'd do anything to keep this fear from flowing through my veins...i'll try to stay awake and fret, just for you.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 14:23:39 GMT

the first day of fall will be the last day i kiss the skies.
the cold air surprises my bones that have been spoiled
by the summer heat. the sun will hide it's face...and i'll
hide mine too. sooner or later, this winter will rain down
and leave me here to wait for one year.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 17:39:38 GMT

Well im not scared to fly, i just need golden wings...
the kind that'll burn in the sky and knock the stars

down to die.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 15:17:57 GMT

all eyes on him, i love with ego and intention..
this is gone and i can see it, head full of words...
full of shit that dont mean anything.

im not the one you want, ill always let you down.
im pretty you've caught on...

Friday, July 31, 2009

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 14:50:36 GMT

Take this stupid heart...
cause i know its all you ever want me for.

...hope you keep it close, so that everyone knows that its
because of you that im dead to the world.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 13:58:31 GMT

"i'll be okay..."...thats what i've said.

i guess if i ever see you on the street, ill pretend to not see.
ill turn my face...no use in small talk anyways.

...if i have to say goodbye, it'll break my heart...

i wont even start.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 13:22:44 GMT

i'm terrified that i cant recollect the faces that once kept me warm.
time takes it's toll on me...

the weight of all my emptiness has come crashing down on me.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 20:20:38 GMT

...i'll be there just to watch you fall...

dont push me, i got nothing to lose

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 23:27:07 GMT

i dont possess the strength to answer straight...
no im not afraid...at least not to die...
im just afraid to live and not remember why...

predisposed to perpetual sickness, i refuse to let you al be witness.
please make sure the needle is clean before you let me go back to sleep.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:52:38 GMT

So...tell me is it right to feel like i'm only getting smaller.
if only i were to find the feeling of serenity.

i've made a few mistakes but its not worth to say.